Spring is in the Air

Spring is in the Air

The air is just filled with the smell of spring warmer days, lots of sun, thunderstorms, it’s upon us now the frogs singing in the pond happy to feel the warm water all around them as they slowly grow. The flowers stretching from the earth bringing their beautiful blossoms and wonderful smell with their beauty the birds singing sweet melodies as you awake in the morning almost like they are singing good morning to you, just being out side feeling the sun on your face as a gentle breeze blows as you watch everything just coming to life. Continue reading

Only thing I have left …..

My past 2 weeks have been a nightmare my mom had heart surgery her heart stopped she passed out and fell and had to go to the hospital which lead to heart surgery to put a pacemaker in because she was flat-ling I am so scared of losing her 😦 I am so blessed to have her here she has survived cancer , 3 strokes , a heart attack and kidney failure and is on kidney dialysis and now this … every time  I get a call that something has happened my heart stops for a sec can’t breathe… I already lost my dad hardest thing I ever had to deal with in my life 😦  3 months after that I was told my mom was deathly sick with cancer they only gave her a month to live but guess what they were wrong…. Then not so long after that the one thing I feared so much .. Continue reading