Only thing I have left …..

My past 2 weeks have been a nightmare my mom had heart surgery her heart stopped she passed out and fell and had to go to the hospital which lead to heart surgery to put a pacemaker in because she was flat-ling I am so scared of losing her 😦 I am so blessed to have her here she has survived cancer , 3 strokes , a heart attack and kidney failure and is on kidney dialysis and now this … every time  I get a call that something has happened my heart stops for a sec can’t breathe… I already lost my dad hardest thing I ever had to deal with in my life 😦  3 months after that I was told my mom was deathly sick with cancer they only gave her a month to live but guess what they were wrong…. Then not so long after that the one thing I feared so much .. Continue reading